Weekly 26-/5-1/6/09-No layout

hello all,

I thought I’d go back to my all time favourite “The No layout” for this weekly draw. And looking at the random Key card i drew, I have Snake not my favourite card, so I can expect some problematic issues, hopefully it’s nothing to drastic. If I look to the 2 cards directly beside snake, one side is child. so it is to do with a child or children, most likely mine. The other is moon so there could be some emotional issues as well.

heart+storks+child-

This I see here is wanting to improve a situation with a child or children. I have noticed recently that since starting to work fulltime hours, my children feel as if they don’t get enough time with me, by the time i come home, it’s all pretty much getting ready to settle in for the night. My children have also wanted to stay with their father alot. He doesn’t work, so they walk to his place after school, and he’s very much involved with them. Where as I am too tired or have other things on my mind, than to sit down and spend time with them. I must admit, I don’t have as much patience as i used to. I used to have children coming all the time, now I feel as though they’re just crowding my space.

I’ll include this update with the one below.

Moon+tower+bear

Well the tower+bear combination I could clearly say is about my place of work at the business. And it looks like some creative issue around that.  There are a few reviews at the moment, and there is a issue that we were dealing with today that needs to be changed.

Emotional issues, to do with authority figures. Bear can also represent the mother.

Update: This week , I did a 3 day workshop which was the second course to Theta healing by Vianna Stibal. This course is about using the theta brainwave state to help remove deep seated belief patterns, instilling positive programmes, doing intuitive readings and healings by going into theta.

I had some very interesting experiences, and the 2 main issues that surfaced, were to do with my childhood and my relationship with my mother. Every now and then I feel angry at my mother for no reason at all. What surfaced here was when I was very young, she and my father had argued and she’d left us for a week, so that my father can see what it felt like to look after kids, he was having an affair at the time, and his mistress had helped look after us. So as a young child, I thought my mother had abandoned us, so the anger started from there.

The second issue that came up, was my long buried resentment towards organised religion, particularly the catholic church, due to the atrocities of the past and lies they had told. I’m glad now that I could let that one go, because it’s all in the past now. So I had a very good clearing from this workshop. I’ve come back feeling lighter, and enjoying my time with the kids!